Confusion lingers on my mind.Is it the truth? or passing the time?
Am I overthinking? will I be fine?
Or will it end in heartbreak and start a 5th time?
How can I be here when my mind is over there?
I feel like I’m drowning in the middle of nowhere.
Concrete on my heart not ready to let out.
If it doesn’t break free then I am in doubt.
Not one person deserves to feel alone.
My heart won’t open, I don’t feel at home.
3 empty years of solitude and finding.
My mind was at work it was busy, grinding.
To see who I would become but the road is clear.
I lost my sense of love and replaced it with fear.
Silence fills the air when spoken. A single word is not heard.
Burden on our chests leaves us broken.
The vision is now blurred.
Tears upon your cheek speak loudly.
Love and vain intertwine.
All of a sudden I love you sounds cloudy.
And everyone’s crossing the line.
What did we do to come close to the end?
Pretending we cared when no one did.
Was it my mouth or was it your hand?
Into a phone is where everyone hid.
Greed and pride judged us the hardest.
Leaving behind despair.
Was it you or I who was the proudest?
In breaking something that wasn’t there….
Victoria’s as thin as a champagne glass.As beautiful as a wine bottle.
As hard as the liquor her cheating husband drinks.
In his eyes? She’s as small as the vodka shot still trickling down his throat.
The black out excites, tequila she bites.
Her secrets as dirty as her martini.
But to forget it all? She dances as the Hennessy whispers very closely.
I stood amongst, as the wolves howl.The nightfall sings and woke the owl.
Trees glowing and insects speaking.
Leaves flowing and the moon peeking.
The bears roaring as the bunny leaps.
Water flowing softly down the creek.
The ground cold in a blink of an eye.
Stars visible in the pitch black sky.
Upon the hill I stood among…
The beautifulness that the creator has done.