Confusion lingers on my mind.Is it the truth? or passing the time?
Am I overthinking? will I be fine?
Or will it end in heartbreak and start a 5th time?
How can I be here when my mind is over there?
I feel like I’m drowning in the middle of nowhere.
Concrete on my heart not ready to let out.
If it doesn’t break free then I am in doubt.
Not one person deserves to feel alone.
My heart won’t open, I don’t feel at home.
3 empty years of solitude and finding.
My mind was at work it was busy, grinding.
To see who I would become but the road is clear.
I lost my sense of love and replaced it with fear.